█V E X I L L A - R E G I S: - - Vexilla regis prodeunt, fulget crucis mysterium, quo carne carnis conditor suspensus est patibulo.
I must... - - █ PHOENIX- First of all, I must say that I really appreciate to you my dear watchers and friends for your support, loyalty and your most appreciated virtual friendship, I learned a lot standing here, but now I must go.
I wish I could die and born again, and remember from which life I come from, just for start all over again in my life, and that includes here, my illustration style, goals, principles, preferences, beliefs and so many other things.
I realized that the path I was wandering, with all it's power and might, in the end was just about to convert me in to an abominable creature made of hatred perversions and drown in my own monstrous pride.
and now, when I gaze at the monstrous fruit of both (my Pride and Perversions) I see the nightmare in which I was about to become, and for a reason I still cannot understand, I tremble in horror just with the idea, and I just want to run away from all once I was.
And now here I am, murdering my past and what it was about to become.
Including this little dA account, and what it meant to me.
Just to start again, in a different way, with my monstrous pride dead and away from all I once loved, I just want to born again, find what once was lost, and do not commit the same mistakes in the future. I know I will achieve this, I have seen the results in these two months, but I cannot return to what I was.
So this is why I am leaving this... My "Industrial Age" and the absolute freedom once it claimed to have ends here and now, such as my huge, monstrous, abominable, and specially immature, pride
█NEWS: - - DOOM IS COMMING FOR YYYYOOOOUUUU!!!!!!! D8< PRAY!!! PRAYY!!! PRAY!!!!!!!!! - - █-THE PROPHECY!!!- I have a wonderful notice for you my dear watchers and friends 8D Remember my last Journal, in which I told you that my scanner and tablet just broke?? well, yesterday I just got the oportunity to bought a new scanner, so I did.
It took away all my money, but it worth it. [ are you THAT poor i[KID]??? A: well... I am just to lazy to make money atm]
It is a really good looking HP "all in one machine" tho, for the reason that is a Scanner, the fact of finish new artwork will take a little more of time, but gladly I have learned new stuff, so it should not take THAT LONG like in the times before I had my tablet.
Also I am in vacations, the Uni is going smooth and I am learning how to draw in ArchiCAD 12, which can be considerated easy with a little of dedication and gives good money BTW [ you see!!! I can do it, I am just lazy] so, next time I should be able to upload own projects
. . . but for now, let me play for a while XD
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-Requests- -> *Turboman Looking for scann - - Clubs:
█NEWS: - - Kaput! - - █-FORCED HIBERNATION!! NOW!!!!- I have a terrible new to you my dear watchers and friends -.- I will be unable to upload or even work in any digital artwork/illustration for the moment.
For reasons yet to be determinated, my tablet just stoped to work... it just broke up, is dead!.
I have tried everything to make that infamous cursed machine work again, but seems that nothing works, doubt to send it to fix with an appropiated "technical" in the nearby days, have no money to buy a new one, and the store where I got it, apparently haves no more Digital Tablets for the moment.
But guh! I could be fine even without a tablet, but what really freaks me out is that the cursed tard Scanner doesn't work neither!! D8< I still could be able to do some artwork even only with that silly scanner and this crappy mouse.
But that old machine is just from the age of the dinosaurs, and it just doesn't work anymore!! DX
so this means that everything I was working atm is paused, some projects probably gone cancelled I hope be able to solute this incredibly annoying situation about the tablet, or at least get a new scaner [ which are cheapers ] .
But well, until then... I doubt be able to continue with most of my artwork for the moment.
And the Uni that starts this days doesn't help much... Good night - -
-Requests- -> ~Turboman Sketching in pencil now .__.' - - Clubs:
█NEWS: - - Forward... [ sorry... I had to writte this long ago, but lazyness and some work has taken me for the moment ^ ^; ] - - █-THIS IS INCREDIBLE!- Lazy asses of My Uni! classes doesn't start until February 3 2009 I think that I will have to pass throug the baptism again <.< stupid tradition
█-THE GOOD SIDE- Since last "problem" I had... Curiously I haven't stoped to draw. I don't have more clean paper in my sketchbook and have started 3 own projects at the same time, and still have skteches of other 4 to make.
█-SMOOTH!- This is the part in which I tell you the news about the stuff that you might like. First, "Sky Doll" which is one of the best comics I have read until now, good story, little short but still interesting, but are the illustrations which more impressed me.
how couldn't I realized that Combichrist realeased two albums since last year?!?!? >x< run to get them my dear industrial friends, as I will too.
Emilie Autumn realeased a new album too...
█-AND ABOUT HER?- There are reasons for do not feel so "bad" about the problem with my friend anymore, the best thing I can do now is just keep with other things in my life, think about what happened, and learn about it... nothing more, nothing less, is that simple. - -
-Requests- -> ~BlackRose52892 Just at point to finish it >x< -> ~Turboman Sketching Digitally by now :] - - Clubs:
█NEWS: - - Now that I think about it, seriously... Fuck it PLEASE Read and Comment, I really would appreciate such. - - █-THE ATTITUDE- Now, seriously... last night I barely could sleep thiking about, the mess with my dearest friend here in dA, yes, I do feel incredible terrible for what I have done, was just horrible.
But for some reason, my HUMONGEOUS pride and the Rationalism as my second god, the situation made me think in something, that is so simple
"Life is Inmense, and the World even more."
I had a great difference with this friend, a huge one, I must say I trully like her just like she is, tho maybe I do not like what she likes, maybe the trigger of this struggle was a harsh comment I made, and I would apologieze for such, I never have feel more regret for something I said in my whole life.
But if she decide to put an end to the friendship I had with her [ which were two wonderful years knowing her ], I am no one to make her think in a different way, [I just wish that things would have ended in a diferent way] she means a lot for me, she teached so much and changed me. I really wouldn't like that my friendship with her end here, and yes, it HURTS, and SCARES me A LOT the single idea to let go someone that I really appreciated that much, but in the end is not my decition, I must respect freedom.
[ so this means that all the things you said to me were lies???? so sad, because mine were not. ]
But as I said, I still have a lot to live for, more people to meet, places to visit, experiences to live, and still with pain, I must go on, I have arised from worst things, [trully struggles that can ruin someone's life] and proudly I shall triumph over this one.
I just hope this person could someday forgive me, even if we would never be friends again. and from deep inside, I really wish her the best things in life.
I am no more a child to whine for the tragedies in my life, the tittle and the life that awaits for me, demands me to face life like a man, and so I will.
Life goes on, and so we must.
█- THE UNIVERSITY - Starts this January 12th, and now I feel incredibly excited to start again, I know it will consume most of my time, but if you think about it, the Architecture is such an amazing discipline, across the planet, along the time, and in the different cultures, it has defined great part of humanity's culture, is just transcendent, and be part of such a prestigious art is exciting.
█-ALEA JACTA!- Slowly but yes, I will finish all your requests, and I have plans for stay here for a LONG time, and grow BIG, and If someday I would left dA, such would be because I have a own website [ tho, I would still visit here from time to time ]
Today with my chin in high, I shall sail against the Flow and face what is comming to me, even tragedy, and after all, I shall achieve my goal and triumph!
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Isolated█V E X I L L A - R E G I S:
█ PHOENIX-
Contempt
█NEWS: 
█-THE PROPHECY!!!- 
Not Impressed
Delighted
Noble
